Thursday, March 8, 2012

Lighthouse

Every man is born on top of a lighthouse, and never leaves the place until the day he dies. The lighthouse illuminates a mere fraction of the eternal night of the world.

For every man on top of a lighthouse, the whole world is nothing but that visible tract he can see. Some men are endowed with wider fields of observation, others can see farther in one direction than another. Two lighthouses never cover the same area.

Anything beyond the frail light cannot be comprehended. Misunderstanding between two people is caused by a mutual lack of ability to understand what is beyond one's own line of sight. We can only be told of what exists beyond our sight, but we never truly believe it. Millions have died in the name of sharing visions that cannot be truly shared.

Throughout the centuries, the darkness beyond the fringes of our perception has deserved at least as much words as what is illuminated within.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

A little chat

A fortnight before this day - time reference chosen because of its beautiful sound, not because of its absent truthfulness -, in the darkest of nights, I have had a little chat with the Unnameable Namer. I have asked of Him whether He insists on refusing to utter His Name in order to avoid being called upon or to hinder any historical enquiry on His origins on libraries hither and thither.

He answered: "Names are powerful chains. Were humans not to be encaged from the Universe through their names, they would be as I am: omnipresent, omniscient, almighty. I gave them light and I gave them a mirror, the reflection of self, the best way of binding a conscient mind to a limited reality. The indivisible infinity of truth is marred by mankind's fences. I retain a healthy unawareness of myself, and thus I retain the Universe. When mankind came into being, I was there to light their way; should humanity cease to exist, I shall be the one present to dim the lights and pave their way up to nothingness."

In His light, we see what He wants us to see, I wondered. Fools have we been with our concerns about lenses and filters when it has been light itself the very source of corruption of truths.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

En français

Si il la veut entière, aime

S'il vit à toi, vis à lui

Tu te feras saine

Il se fera rempli

Même si tu n’est pas malade

Et il n’est pas vide,

Il fallait rimer

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

An evil anvil that shapes us apes

Watching the paths of the stars in their dance
And wondering what trails would they trace
In times when darkness is not enough to show
The blessed and cursed cosmic flow

A Universe that spins
Between good deeds and sins
The pen might be mightier than the sword
But the word is weaker than the mind
Which I find thinner than the world
A world that bows to the sword
Of evil lords of hordes
Thus does the pen hold the blade
And thus is that it cuts itself with it

Ode to the Abyss, by Clark Ashton Smith

O many-gulfed, unalterable one,
Whose deep sustains
Far-drifting world and sun,
Thou wast ere ever star put out on thee;
And thou shalt be
When never world remains;
When all the suns' triumphant strength and pride
Is sunk in voidness absolute,
And their majestic music wide
In vaster silence rendered mute.
And though God's will were night to dusk the blue,
And law to cancel and disperse
The tangled tissues of the universe,
His might were impotent to conquer thee,
O indivisible infinity!
Thy darks subdue
All light that treads thee down a space,
Exulting over thine archetypal deeps.
The cycles die, and lo! thy darkness reaps
The flame of mightiest stars;
In aeon-implicating wars
Thou tearest planets from their place;
Worlds granite-spined
To thine erodents yield
Their treasures centrally confined
In crypts by continental pillars sealed.
What suns and worlds have been thy prey
Through unhorizoned reaches of the past!
What spheres that now essay
Time's undimensioned vast,
Shall plunge forgotten to thy gloom at length
With life that cried its query of the Night
To ears with silence filled!
What worlds unborn shall dare thy strength,
Girt by a sun's unwearied might,
And dip to darkness when the sun is stilled!

O incontestable Abyss,
What light in thine embrace of darkness sleeps—
What blaze of a sidereal multitude
No peopled world is left to miss!
What motion is at rest within thy deeps—
What gyres of planets long become thy food—
Worlds unconstrainable
That plunged therein to peace
Like tempest-worn and crew-forsaken ships;
And suns that fell
To huge and ultimate eclipse,
And from the eternal stances found release!
What sound thy gulfs of silence hold!
Stupendous thunder of the meeting stars
And crash of orbits that diverged,
With Life's thin song are merged;
Thy quietudes enfold
Paean and threnody as one,
And battle-blare of unremembered wars
With festal songs
Sung in the Romes of ruined spheres;
And music that belongs
To undiscoverable younger years
With words of yesterday.
Ah ! who may stay
Thy soundless world-devouring tide?
O thou whose hands pluck out the light of stars,
Are worlds but as a destined fruit for thee?
May no sufficient bars
Nor marks inveterate abide
As shores to baffle thine unbillowing sea?
Still and unstriving now,
What plottest thou,
Within thy universe-ulterior deeps,
Dark as the final lull of suns?
What new advancement of the night
On citadels of stars around whose might
Thy slow encroachment runs,
And crouching silence, thunder-potent, sleeps?

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Glorious battle

Yesterday, I took part in a glorious battle. A few bruises remain, a few scars in my brain, but nothing capable of diminishing my Lord's speech this last St. Crispin's Day.

Eerie Light

An eerie light: a mind-twisting sight in colors between green and purple. Further description is unnecessary.